THE TRIGUNATMIKA MEDITATION
Places on maps, temples of marble and stone, places of pilgrimage, such are the temptations of the ancient religions. The destinations of the new one are: the places of the whirling wheels, the place of the magic rivers; the mystic is inside.
On the other hands, putting meanings in words is a temptation for the reader to forget that a word is just a shell while Meditation is the true content. This meditation exercise is shared with this reservation. It takes a good hour, as one should
pause between the names to register the effect.
The idea is simply to combine the effectiveness of prayers and mantras.
The prayers can change according to circumstances but must correspond to the tattwas of the chakras. Thus the text below is merely illustrative.
THE FIRST PILLAR
Shri Ganesha, please, may the blessings of Your purity flow through me. Please keep me in the beautiful realm of spontaneous innocence and grant me wisdom
Shri Mother, please take away all bondages, erase in me the traces and impact of bad conditionings, the memories of failures, hurt and pain and whatever takes away my self esteem
Om Shri Mahakali, please purify my desires and make them effective
Shri Mother, please, grant me the serenity, grant me to be contented and satisfied. Take me beyond stress, agitation and frustration. Kindly establish me in a peaceful and fulfilled relationship with the material world
May I be blessed with self confidence in the area of the subconscious
Shri Mother, please let me be detached, please come in my heart, kindly put Your Lotus Feet into my heart, let me experience the sense of Your Presence, the blissful connection and proximity, let me know the feel of the Self: let me be in love.
Shri Mother, please may I escape the web of illusion, of all the illusions I generate about myself, let me escape the tricks played by my ego and notably the usual diversion of feeling guilty
Shri Mother, please may the fire of shraddha burn away all despair, all darkness, grant me the grace of recognition, let the bright light of faith illuminate my destiny, I pray for faith in myself, in the collective, in God
Let all the weight and numbness that taint my emotions dissipates and may the negativity that reached the threshold of my unconscious mind be destroyed
THE SECOND PILLAR
Shri Karttikeya, you who are effulgent splendor and the commander in chief of the heavenly armies, please grant me divine determination
Shri Saraswati Brahmadeva please bless me with creativity, inspiration and dynamism and the capacity to absorb your blessings without being blocked by the swelling of the ego
Please Shri Maha Saraswati bless my action and the fruits of my action. May I show responsibility, strength and discipline. May the archangel messenger of God bring the intuitions from the universal truth to my conscious mind
May I have enough energy to face the turmoil of action and quietly do what must be done
Shri Ram let me express trust, respect, friendship, loyalty, please grant me to master the art of maryadas and relationships so that all my relationships spun a web of love and beauty and strengthen the community
Let me say only what must be said, in wisdom and discrimination, grant me the gift to announce the higher truths in such a manner that they may be accepted, let my word be sweet but clear, help me to bring down the walls of ignorance
May I truly earn the freedom of surrender and give myself entirely to the process of becoming who I really am
THE THIRD PILLAR
May God the Son give me access to My Heavenly Mother and Her divinity, may I learn from Him real obedience
O Mother of my inner becoming and of my transformation, my sole and very mother and power of the Holy Ghost resting in the sacrum bone, O Shri Kundalini please arise again and again, open the glory of the consciousness divine and bring me to the core of my Reality.
Please give me my depth, may the power of my master carry me through the ocean of confusion, the quarrelling about ideas, theories and religions, the traps of materialism
Grant me to grow and to become, grant me to fulfill my destiny
Shri Durga please protect me, take this child under your protection that I may feel safe and secure, with no spot for anxiety or fears to enter for I am able to feel You
May I learn to witness, strengthen the sangha and play the Leela of Oneness and let me dissolve in the great organic Being that is now being created by Adi Shakti
Help me please to overcome the compulsion to react. Grant me a sweet, humble and loving personality. May I leave behind the old serpent skin of my individuality, teach me compassion, teach me to forgive and take me to the realm of my real identity
May the ascending Kundalini be welcomed in the Holy Grail of the Sahasrara, please pour inside the cup of my brain the sacred stream of bliss, the nectar that was sought by the ancient gods and may I fully recognize You